today was diffinately not my day. i have come to the conclusion that i am probably on of the biggest bitches you will ever meet. Most of the time i am just kidding around when im bein rude but other times im not. it;s not really my fault if you don't want to hear the truth.
so before my ex and i got together i had a group of friends that i always was with, but after mikey (my ex) and i got together i started drifiting away from them. i do not smoke weed and i'm not interested in people who do. this particular group of people started to get very heavily into drugs and alcohol, so i made the dicision to stop hangin out with them.
i decided today that i would pay them a visit and see how things were going. as soon as i show up they all bitch me out for not saying hi to them and ditching them for my bf. i guess they have the right to be mad but come on get over it.
i think the hardest thing was that one of them was my best friend. we had plans. she used to want to go to college and have a future, but all she wants to do now is to smoke weed have sex with girls and get emancipated.
i don't know if i should keep trying to persue our 'friendship', or to just give up.